But, perhaps it is only that I have quit living (in theory, sort of) and started thinking too much? Over-thinking. Over-obsessing. Over-analyzing. Over-questioning.
Ah, the insanity!
Now, who's fault is this....?
Saturday, February 28, 2009
So, *quack-quack-quack*
I have been endlessly searching for my thoughts these past few weeks. Something to do, something to say...and obviously, I have found nothing.
Surprised? I didn't think so. Searching for some sort of inspiration always ends negatively. I just cannot understand where all of my words have gone? Where the f*** have they gone? ...And will I ever get them back?
There is also that fact that haunts me ... If you have to look for inspiration, if you have to look for the words, you shouldn't be looking for it to begin with. Or, rather, if you can't find it don't bother looking for it ... it's just not 'your thing.'
All I have to say to this is 'damnit!'
My patience is waning, and that is making me a bit scared. And, of course this is not the only thing that is starting to drain. Of course.
And, Ah-ha! I have nothing left to say.
What else is new I say, what else is new?
Surprised? I didn't think so. Searching for some sort of inspiration always ends negatively. I just cannot understand where all of my words have gone? Where the f*** have they gone? ...And will I ever get them back?
There is also that fact that haunts me ... If you have to look for inspiration, if you have to look for the words, you shouldn't be looking for it to begin with. Or, rather, if you can't find it don't bother looking for it ... it's just not 'your thing.'
All I have to say to this is 'damnit!'
My patience is waning, and that is making me a bit scared. And, of course this is not the only thing that is starting to drain. Of course.
And, Ah-ha! I have nothing left to say.
What else is new I say, what else is new?
Monday, February 9, 2009
I surrender.
No. I give up. No...it is something else that I do. Well, the thing is.
Oh, nevermind. There are no words that I have. I went through another day going attending class and being lost, and not knowing whether it is the subject or me.
Oh but I forgot! This morning was another one of those mornings where I thought *something* was absolutely one of the worst things I have ever done in my entire life...and then it got praise!
wow!
That doesn't make any sense....so I leave with a quote, "And you're not even an Art major right?!"
Right.
Oh, nevermind. There are no words that I have. I went through another day going attending class and being lost, and not knowing whether it is the subject or me.
Oh but I forgot! This morning was another one of those mornings where I thought *something* was absolutely one of the worst things I have ever done in my entire life...and then it got praise!
wow!
That doesn't make any sense....so I leave with a quote, "And you're not even an Art major right?!"
Right.
Monday, February 2, 2009
Phil
Ok, so today is the 2nd of February (or maybe it was yesterday, now?) which means that today(yesterday) is(was) Groundhog Day…And Mr. Phil has seen his shadow … which means that there is going to be 6 more weeks of winter. Or maybe it is the other way around and he has NOT seen his shadow…I honestly don’t know I could never remember either way. I mean, does anyone really believe all this nonsense anyway? Probably.
I just always will remember the movie “Groundhog Day” Ah, how I loved that town. (even though there was constantly snow.) And, oh how I wanted to relive some day in my life over and over again…Even if in the end it’s supposed to be a “bad thing.” I certainly never understood why.
So, six more weeks of cold and snow and yuck … here we come. Or maybe not. I seriously need to start bringing back some point to these things. *Sigh* and blah, blah, blah. And, oh yea it's supposed to snow tomorrow, thanks Phil.
I just always will remember the movie “Groundhog Day” Ah, how I loved that town. (even though there was constantly snow.) And, oh how I wanted to relive some day in my life over and over again…Even if in the end it’s supposed to be a “bad thing.” I certainly never understood why.
So, six more weeks of cold and snow and yuck … here we come. Or maybe not. I seriously need to start bringing back some point to these things. *Sigh* and blah, blah, blah. And, oh yea it's supposed to snow tomorrow, thanks Phil.
Don't get me started...
I know that my blog is starting to be quite lame these days...But, other thoughts have been absent lately. Couldn't tell you why. And quite honestly I don't want to think of what that really means. So, here I am with something I know I should say/think this is quite the cheesy thing. And, oh how I hate all of the ... whatever the hell these things are... But, yet I like, and yet I think, and I share...
The Lotus Totus
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, "I love you", mean it.
FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY ONE. Spend some time alone.
(and thank you to who wrote this on facebook so that I could steal it and write it here, grazie!)
The Lotus Totus
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, "I love you", mean it.
FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY ONE. Spend some time alone.
(and thank you to who wrote this on facebook so that I could steal it and write it here, grazie!)
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Pfft; Pffft. No, you're the idiot
Oh, the so many definitions of a word so...odd. Not, even a word, an expression really.
These definitions that are to follow are all the workings of www.urbandictionary.com ... so if anything sounds strange, is spelled wrong, is redundant = not my fault!
Ok, here it goes...
We'll start with the shorter:
Pfft:
1.An expression of a lack of interest in another persons comment
2.Used to look down upon another
Ex:
Person 1: u really suck man
Person 2: pfft
3. Fine, whatever, I dont care
4. An expression of dismissal of another's comment.
Person 1: You're an idiot.
Person 2: Pfft
5. The sound of a silent and deadly rectal emission.
6. When you disapprove of something
We didn't have the day off!
Pfft, how lame.
7.an expression of disgust, disdain or disapproval, usually uttered after someone has just told you something totally inane or uninteresting.
"Hey, I'm going to vote Republican this year, isn't that cool." "Pfft!"
8. a noise you make when you are bored with something someone is saying
9. a forced exhalation of air which produces the noise pfft
done when you disagree with someone
'i think im the best looking person ever'
Now we go to the longer:
Pffft:
1.When somone says something really, really stupid and useless, A sound made to wind people up.
2. The Winner of all arguments.
3. The sound you make when someone says something that you don't like, want to forget, or disagree with.
4. A noise favourably used either in disbelief or as a pre-sound to laughter. Often an aggresive way of saying I disagree and of course for those of the population who feel obliged to try and hold in their laughter use this word.
'pfffHAHAHA!'
5.the sound emitted when farting.
And, we're done.
These definitions that are to follow are all the workings of www.urbandictionary.com ... so if anything sounds strange, is spelled wrong, is redundant = not my fault!
Ok, here it goes...
We'll start with the shorter:
Pfft:
1.An expression of a lack of interest in another persons comment
2.Used to look down upon another
Ex:
Person 1: u really suck man
Person 2: pfft
3. Fine, whatever, I dont care
4. An expression of dismissal of another's comment.
Person 1: You're an idiot.
Person 2: Pfft
5. The sound of a silent and deadly rectal emission.
6. When you disapprove of something
We didn't have the day off!
Pfft, how lame.
7.an expression of disgust, disdain or disapproval, usually uttered after someone has just told you something totally inane or uninteresting.
"Hey, I'm going to vote Republican this year, isn't that cool." "Pfft!"
8. a noise you make when you are bored with something someone is saying
9. a forced exhalation of air which produces the noise pfft
done when you disagree with someone
'i think im the best looking person ever'
Now we go to the longer:
Pffft:
1.When somone says something really, really stupid and useless, A sound made to wind people up.
2. The Winner of all arguments.
3. The sound you make when someone says something that you don't like, want to forget, or disagree with.
4. A noise favourably used either in disbelief or as a pre-sound to laughter. Often an aggresive way of saying I disagree and of course for those of the population who feel obliged to try and hold in their laughter use this word.
'pfffHAHAHA!'
5.the sound emitted when farting.
And, we're done.
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