I want to time travel. Back in time. Back to the past that I have wanted to run away from and erase from my mind for so long. And Sure I can say that I make my future into whatever I want it to be. But all I think is that it will only be half-assed. (yes, yes ... excuse the language) I think that whatever I try to make of my future will just be thing longing/trying to make up for what I never did. It will never really be, what I really want. If only for the fact that there will always be a part settled in the past. Sin. And then I will come to regret that. And the vicious cycle will continue and continue. Ahhh. Maybe 'past' is becoming a taboo word. Probably not.
Sigh, Sigh.
♪"...lost and insecure..."♪
Except what happens when you are never found? Never saved?
♪"...Why'd you have to wait?"♪
Stupid songs.
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