well....

So this morning was...OK. I woke up and it was raining, and that always has a way of setting me up for a bad day....I fell back asleep. Then I had to go bring my clothes to the laundromat....because the machines in these dorms make my clothes come out smelling worse than when they came in...it is truly disgusting - believe me. And the washing machine had to take over an hour to finish = me in a bad mood. I am in such an 'uneventful life' mood or whatever these days...I mean, honestly, who care about laundry...But, the 'big' thing that I did today was volunteer at the local museum. Some lecture about the media and the election and on and on that story goes. And I do feel like I have some sort of renewed hope, yet at the same time, there was some hope that i had gone....
The most fascinating thing no, no the most enlightening 'thing' that I got from the event has really nothing to do with the event at. No changed political views or any of that nonsense. I have decided to go ahead, truly go ahead and apply for the full YEAR abroad. In simple terms because I just want to, and I am blessed with the opportunity to be able to....And I feel the need for something more. When else would I get this chance? And if weren't to do it because of something like an extra semester....I would look back and say "another 4 months would have been worth it" I don't want to be with regret any longer. So I will take this chance. I will. And I want to go though with it, I only hope that my will is enough to make it all happen...