Wednesday, November 19, 2008

say what you will...

The child in me still finds it very hard to believe (and accept) the fact that time has to pass for us to heal. Why do we have to say goodbye to say hello to some sort of new life? ...To some sort of sanity in our lives? I mean sure, obviously if you want to change you have to rid your life of some things - but why does it always seem like you have to get rid of the things that you desire, the things that you wish to keep the most?

Life is full of these terribly stressful 'seeming contradictions' - paradoxes; or whatever you wish to call them. And I sure know that my life likes to fall under the every-frickin-thing-is-a-paradox category.

We always lose what we want the most - because we love it so much, we have to let it go. We are therefore able to let it go.All this really brings to mind for me is whether or not we really love what we have, what doesn't fall away from us...do we?

Oh, gosh another headache trying to grasp my mind over this nonsense.

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